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I am into my house.. Finally, and it feels so good!! I just need to figure out how in gonna decorate.. My themes for the house is.. In the living room is a country theme.. The Bathroom is ocean with white accents.. The kitchen is well I'm not sure yet, my kitchen years ago when I lived on my own was Chile peppers.. So I think ill base in on some Chile stuff.. My bedroom is safari also with white accents.. When I'm all done decorating I will post pic's to see what everyone thinks and if anyone has any great ideas please send them my way!! After I get the inside done my goal is to work on the outside until winter hits.. Cause I'm not going to work outside in the freezing cold.. My doge love the new place.. Mostly for the new smells I think.. They came to my mom's house and both of them crawled into their beds here and they are still sleeping.. Moving is tough on a dog!! hehe

Well on to decorating for a while longer today.. Hope everyone had a great Monday!!

Loves
T

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What a busy week, it went by so fast. I have found me a house here in L Town.. But its on my own so that all that matters to me right now.. I get the Independence that I am so craving right now.. I'm pretty sure the Park City job is not going to go through I have not heard back from them.. So on the job hunt I go again.. Man I forgot what a pain in the A this is.. Especially with not that much experience and the experience I did have was a way long time ago.. Shesh the waiting to hear back game is not so fun.. I did find another job though.. It is in Logan working at the center that takes in the disabled people and teaches them things like independent living and such.. I really like this kind of work.. I'm thinking this is what I want to get into.. For a while I wanted to get in to veterinary work.. But this kind of stuff fascinates me alot.. I have a disabled cousin that I love to be around.. Not only do you teach them things but they teach you alot in return.. They way their brain work and the things that they come up with to help them cope with things.. FASCINATING is what it is..

I'm going to be moving in to the house this weekend.. I'm so EXCITED!! It is an older house.. It was built in 1892.. It has been all re-done on the inside.. So no worries of bad things in the air that I will be breathing.. It is on a little more than half an acre so my dogs will have plenty of room to run and play with the neighbor dogs.. It is on the main street in Lewiston so I must keep them in the fence in fear they will get smucked by a car.. I will get pics on here when I move in.. All the paint is custom paint that I picked out..

I went barrel racing for the first time in over a year last Monday.. It was so much fun.. fun enough that I went again Wed night.. I cam to close coming out of the 2nd barrel that I wacked my leg on the barrel.. Now I have a cut in my lower leg to prove that I had alot of fun! LOL

Well now that I have put you to sleep I will get to bed so I can get up and go do my interview in the morning for my hopefully new job.. Keep your fingers crossed!!!

Loves T

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Update on the heart.. I have felt so much better now that I am in rhythm.. It's amazing how you don't realize how much you are affected with something until in is heading in the right direction.. I feel FANTASTIC!!!! YAY!!! I'm hoping things will continue to get better as time goes on.. I'm etching it into my mind that my pft's are going to rock next time I blow.. I think its on the 13, not sure, guess I better look that might be useful information.. hehe

So I took a step up on life these past few days.. I want to start with a new path.. What I mean by that is a new location, which hopefully will be Park City.. A new job.. A new house, and I'm selling my car.. Yes I tell you NEW NEW NEW.. I'm am done with all the BS that goes on here.. I am getting no where still living here.. I feel like I have no ambition any more.. I want that to change.. I LOVE my family but there is nothing holding me here.. I want to be my own person and live my own life for once.. Something that is going to be new to me being sick before transplant and having to rely on so many people.. Now its my turn to do stuff for me!!!

I had an EPIC moment today cause I finally got my skype to work.. LOVE me some skype!!
Now that you have you a quick update I am going to head to bed..LOL more like head over to facebook!!! hahahaha

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Was the number that I blew today.. Not great, however there is alot of factors that could be playing into this low number.. Well its low for me now days anyways.. So far my heart is still in rhythm from yesterday.. That is a good thing!! YAY!!! I still don't feel as good as I think I should.. So if I don't feel better by Friday then I will go back into transplant clinic after I go to my Cardio clinic.. Other than that I feel Fantastic about life!!! Bring it on!!!

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Well today I had an appointment at the Cardiology clinic.. When I arrived I had to do blood work to make sure things were okay to proceed.. I got to the cardio clinic and got all checked in.. I told them that I could feel my heart racing out of control.. They answered back that they will hook up an EKG to check it out.. I got back to the room that they preformed the procedure in.. He turned on the EKG machine and all he said was.. "UM..WOW" I was thinking..I told you my heart was racing to win 1st place in a marathon..
We were waiting for the lab results so we could continue with everything.. Still no results.. So he went to make a phone call to lab to see what the hold up was.. Come to find out they drew the wrong labs.. No surprise to me that again they had drawn their own made up labs the benefited me in no way.. So we had to wait another hour for the RIGHT results to arrive.. They finally came in and everything was good to continue.. They placed a pad on my chest and a pad on my back.. Those are used to transfer currents through my heart..

Below is my what is supposed to be a heart rhythm before the sent the electrical currents through.. I was told that my heart rate was 195..


This is right when the electricity was sent through..


This is the rhythm right after the shock was sent


And this beautiful pic is of the rhythm after the heart was back into "normal" beats at the rate of 77..


Man do I feel tons better after that.. It makes me feel like I can finally rest without my heart trying to jump out of my body.. I do have what looks and feels like a sun burn where the patches were.. But I will take the burn over feeling like I am going to explode..

Tomorrow I have transplant clinic.. I am hoping to blow a 90!! We will see i guess!!

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Is what I clocked my heart rate right before I left to go to the E.R last night.. It is a 20 minute drive to the CV Specialty hospital here in the valley.. I got checked in and they got me straight back to a room.. By the time that I got there my heart had decreased to 177.. So the placed an I.V very quickly.. They missed the first time thinking that had picked out an ok vein.. Not to my surprise the vein rolled and would not allow that needle anywhere close to it.. I held up my arm and showed them the vein that is a little bit allowing to be poked.. BAM she slid the I.V right in place, with a tiny bit of stress.. The Fluids were rolling in making me very hydrated.. The got the Denisine all ready to inject..( Denisine is a drug that brings your heart to a pause and then it restarts to what is supposed to be back to a normal heart rate.. We got the same effect as the last time the I was given this drug.. It only will hold a positive effect for about 3 to 5 sec then my heart gets really mad and goes back up to a high rate..
So I was admitted to the joint for an overnight stay to monitor my heart and make sure once they got it calmed down that it would not jump back into the crazy numbers..
I had a very cool nurse.. We joked the whole night up.. I did not get very much sleep.. My vitals went off every 30 min.. So by 7am I was starving so I ate some breakfast.. I layed down to watch some t.v while I waited for the Dr to come in at 8:30 to give me the word to go home.. All was said and done at 9:30 and I had my i.v pulled and papers ready to sign.. I sat up to get out of the bed and I started to throw up.. I was more nauseous more that I had been in quite along time.. I just wanted to crawl back into bed and stay if that meant I would not feel like that.. So we called the dr and he came in and gave me some nausea meds tha helped a ton.. So he continued with the ok for me to go.. On my way home my mom stoped to get me the nausea pills that he prescribed to me.. I got into the store and I had to turn around and go outside back to the car.. I was going to throw up again.. So my mom went and go them.. I took a pill Right away.. I made it home and took a nap..

So tomorrow I go in for some tests.. Not sure what they are called I just to know that they are real invasive.. I will be put to sleep is what I have been told.. So I may not wright back tomorrow, just depending on how I feel afterwards..

I hope everyone had a good Monday!!
Loves
T

Templton

This is my new baby boy Templton... I have 4 baby's but they are very energetic and its kinda hard to get a picture of them... I have Love, Spike, Sparky and of coarse Templton..